My Lifes A Circus

Have A Seat And Welcome To The Show.

1. Ive been feeling overwhelmed lately with uncontrollable thoughts just to pack everything and run, run as far and as fast as i can. but i feel like im always being chased when i take a step beyond my invisible walls.
2. i wanna get away from reality
3. ive been praying a lot
4. im lost with out my gf around she keeps me sane
5. i feel like my thoughts need t become a reality but i dont think the world could handle what i see threw my eyes.
6. and i need a cig.. Good N.

I feel stuck, cramped, jammed up inside and uncomfortable, like theres something surrounding me that i cant touch but its touching me… and it freaks me out… i want to scream but im afraid they might hear… for those who dont know i am a recovering addict ive been clean for almost 2 years… and im only 20… maybe its withdrawal or maybe its my calling in life to chase my fears and stomp them into the ground. i wanna change something… and its got to be done soon